here and now

The weekend

2011-10-31T07:58:00.001-05:00

was spent harvesting corn. Ben and the boys spent all of friday and saturday combining. It proved to be a very productive weekend. Miles finally has a job!! He is responsible to turn on the auger tractor...after grandpa gives him the cue. At one point Ben told him to start the tractor and Miles told him he was supposed to wait until Grandpa said so.

Kenna and I brought food and the camera.
Ben on the front of the combine cleaning something out.
Camden in the tractor waiting, which is what you spend most of your time doing.

take a trip with me

2011-10-07T09:44:00.005-05:00

Just 2 years ago this week I started a great adventure. I have posted about it before but today I give you the visuals. I wish now that I had taken pictures of my own before, during and after but I just didn't have the courage or the desire to photograph myself. So at my last visit to see the surgeon I asked for copies of their pictures of me. It still kind of makes me heartsick and nauseous to look at these but I need to get past that. So here they are:

October 6, 2009 - 6 months prior to surgery

March 23, 2010 - 3 weeks post op

June 1, 2010 - 12 weeks post op

September 9, 2010 - 6 months post op

December 7, 2010 - 9 months post op

October 6, 2010 - 19 months post op

It is with much joy and thankfulness that I am where I am today. I am 167 pounds lighter than I was just 2 years ago. The battle with food still rages but I am victorious many more days than I am defeated. All glory to God! I am thankful for my family and friends who have stuck by and supported me.

A photo dump...

2011-08-21T20:16:00.004-05:00

its been so long that I have tons of pictures from the summer. So here goes:

Camden rode on the Junior Knight football float for the county fair parade.
The calm after a horrible summer rain/hail storm.
Christmas in July - Mason donned the Santa costume and then fell into a deep slumber.
Makenna at her first horse show!
Every good firework needs to blow from the former head of a Barbie.
Camden's back to school rubber bands were a great joy to us. He said the boys had been daring him to put on pink and purple and he decided to take the challenge.
Miles following the same rain/hail storm photographed above.
Mason hanging with buddies at one of Kenna's ball games.
Another of the back to school photo shoot.
Vacation at the lakes.

have a great week. God Bless you.

Its Expected

2011-08-18T17:54:00.002-05:00

that we take a photo before we head to school the first day. No one was really in the mood and Mason can't sit still anyway. So here is the best one I took:

I really don't have to write what they are thinking - it is pretty obvious.
Mason is not going to school but wanted to try the picture frame on for size.
Miles is a first grader.
Kenna is a third grader.
Camden is a sixth grader and it kind of chokes me up. He wouldn't even walk with us to school this morning. I am thankful for his independence but sometimes it gets me. Here is to another school year. Let the spelling words flow and the reading commence.

hello.

2011-08-15T18:44:00.002-05:00

wow. it has been awhile. summer is gone. schools starts thursday. i just spent an awesome 2 days volunteering at women of faith. i loved working with people that i didn't know and ended up finding some really great friends. hoping we can connect again over dinner. i volunteered to usher and what that really meant was make people welcome and help them in any way possible. i spent lots of time just visiting with people. one of our jobs was to maintain organization during the autograph sessions. so i visited with people while they waited in line to get autographs from people like, Mandisa, Lisa Welchel, and Sandi Patty.

it was very exhausting but energizing as well. if women of faith is coming to your city i would encourage you to volunteer. i could travel every weekend and do it but Ben didn't really like that plan!

40

2011-06-06T07:17:00.002-05:00

Today is the day I turn 40. I am happy about it because I feel better than I did at 30. Last night my amazing husband and some super terrific friends pulled off a huge surprise birthday party. It was fun. I was a little overwhelmed at first but following the shock it was a joy to visit with so many special people.

In no particular order, here are the things that I have found to be immeasurably valuable over the last 40 years.

1. a good husband

2. loyal friends

3. a community that cares

4. knowing what matters

5. loving others

6. doing what is right

7. honesty

8. saying "i forgive you"

9. saying "i'm sorry"

10. the love of a gracious Savior

11. family - the blood and chosen

12. trials that test

I did it!

2011-06-03T21:27:00.002-05:00

I ran a race today in honor of the opening of the Swedish Festival in our community. My 2 goals were to run without stopping and try not to get last. I ran the whole 3 miles and there were 2 rather old folks behind me. It was such a rush to actually complete the race. A year ago I never would have dreamt it would be possible. Honestly, I cried when I finished. I was overwhelmed with the emotion that completing the race actually brought out. I had great support from everyone at the finish line. To God be the glory for the things he has done.

Kenny, Kendra, Kenna

2011-05-30T07:27:00.002-05:00

Yesterday our second child turned 9. Makenna had a great day. We planned to go to the pool but it was raining so we went to Fremont. She had enough courage to get her ears pierced so that made yesterday a special day to her. She is a delight! She really wanted a dog but we settled for a very animated pretend one. She seems satisfied.

The Grad

2011-05-23T08:52:00.004-05:00

The paper cap is the highlight of the ceremony.

Hanging with a good buddy. Some people call them TROUBLE!

Miles received the "Crunch" candy bar award for helping out his teach when she was in a crunch situation. Maybe just a bit of brown nosing which we are all for!

The OC Class of 2023

Miles has accomplished the first educational milestone--kindergarten.

He has had a great year.

My latest fav.

2011-05-01T13:39:00.001-05:00

This is my latest favorite song. If I could sing I would want to sing like this. I usually find about a song every 2 weeks and its usually the kids at school that share with me. They often say, "listen to this mrs. pearson, we think you would like this one." They take good care of me. The problem I have is that I listen to the song until I can't stand it anymore. I must work on that.

Makenna's camera

2011-04-26T12:17:00.003-05:00

Makenna got a camera for Christmas and I am ashamed to say that we just loaded her photos to the computer yesterday. She had some really great pictures. Of her 500, I chose these to highlight!

She takes photos everywhere, this one in the car.
Mason is 5!
Camden and his favorite boy cousin: his only boy cousin, Drew.
Makenna took 100 photos during the Holiday Bowl. This was one of her best- meaning she had lots of blurry photos of kids running and being wild.
Camden being a phony!! He fakes sleep a lot!
Reese and Reagan at Christmas!
Peyton!
Drew!
Someone must have told her to get in front of the camera with Aunt Jacque.
A random photo at church with friend, Josie. She always has her camera at church. I am not sure why.

they froze my noze...

2011-04-13T15:33:00.002-05:00

nurse: why are you here?

me: i have this red splotch on my nose. been there since january.

nurse: the derm will be in shortly.

few minutes pass.......

derm: how are you

me: swell

derm: glad swell is good. what is wrong?

me: not sure. i have taken antibiotics and it doesn't go away. my primary doctor can't handle the case.

derm: looks at it says some long impressive words.

me: that is what I thought it was.

derm: we will freeze that.

me: today

derm: yes

me: will it hurt

derm: yes

me: don't laugh at me if I cry

derm: (laughing) i won't laugh

nurse: (laughing) we won't laugh

me: hurry lets get it over with.

derm: it will only hurt a couple seconds

me: its burning, its burning, its still burning, and burning

derm: it should be fine in a couple weeks. come back if it doesn't

me: great thanks. it is still burning.

derm: it will stop we will give you some stuff to put on it.

me: okay, have a great day.

and so was the saga of the red spot on my nose. the doctor did say that it was good to come in because it needed to be removed. i agreed. (don't mock my picture - no one was around to take a close up so you got my whole mug!)

art

2011-04-12T07:43:00.002-05:00

mason has been bringing home art for months but this is the only one that actually has an image that is detectable. usually there is a long story that goes with it. but not this one. he has drawn a picture of his teacher and himself. i forget how it takes time for kids to drawn necks. its your basic head with all appendages coming from it.

2011-04-04T13:23:00.002-05:00

Yesterday I had the computer all to myself for a couple hours while the kids played outside and Ben took a nap. I went to Netflix searching for something enjoyable to watch instantly. I chose a documentary about a middle school in Tennessee that did a Holocaust project over a period of 6 years. The documentary was good and the community was inspiring. It is called, Paper Clips. Watch it you might enjoy it and maybe even learn something along the way. Kind of a lazy way to spend a Sunday afternoon but I had already tried to enjoy some time outside and it was windy and cold.

my smallest boy...

2011-03-30T07:28:00.003-05:00

is five today and I couldn't be happier! No sadness in this house. He can dress, bathe and eat all on his own. For this I am thankful. This kid has taught us so much. His heart is healed and you can barely see a scar. Amazing. He brings us joy (and some frustration).

This morning.

2011-03-23T08:05:00.003-05:00

Since the kids have lost all privileges they are spending more time together. They can't play the Wii or use the computer or watch TV. Their morning routine used to be get dressed-eat breakfast-watch TV. Now they listen to music on the iPod. I came downstairs to all three boys sitting in the chair listening to Loverboy's "Working for the Weekend". Don't judge-it happens to be their favorite tune right now. When they are all getting along it makes me smile.

who needs a bike when you have an old stroller?

2011-03-21T16:47:00.004-05:00

The boys have spent hours and hours the last couple weeks driving an old stroller up and down the street in front of our house. Mason is usually the rider. They built a ramp for it and Mason tumbled out of it. The let it go at the top of the hill and Mason wrecked. He kept getting back in though. This day Miles had the run in with the stroller and, well, he lost.

PS. The stroller is now parked because they drove it through the neighbors yard and made some serious divots. The consequences were to put the stroller away...for good.

Sick

2011-03-19T14:48:00.002-05:00

Just for the record I do not post in chronological order. Wrestling was months ago, the kids were sick after that and we filled out our brackets in the last 4 days. I took theses pictures of Makenna and Mason who were both fighting strep at the same time about 3 weeks ago. I loved how they had compassion for each other. I loved it because by the 3rd day I was lacking in the compassion department.

UPDATE: Camden got 28 of the 32 games in the first round of his bracket correct. He is far ahead while Mason only got 6 right.

March Madness

2011-03-17T15:15:00.002-05:00

It's that time of year again. We all have filled out our brackets are in a race to see who picked the most games correctly. Over the next couple weeks we will lose this clipboard at least 5 times, someone will cry their team lost, someone will taunt their opponent and of course someone will win the Pearson family pool. Everyone fills out their own bracket. Really I state the match ups and they choose who they want/think will win. I do not change their picks - thats why Mason has Indiana State and Oakland in the final four. The kids, other than Camden, really had a hard time choosing a team other than Oakland. I did tell them I wasn't "our" Oakland.

The winner gets a 10 gift card to Walmart! Thats a big deal in our house.

Beware...

2011-03-16T09:00:00.002-05:00

this kid. He gave a short lived effort to the wild world of wrestling. It was my idea to give him an energy outlet through the winter. I did not realize he would be so traumatized by another boy trying to take him down. His brothers do it all the time. I thought he could handle a little rough play but I was wrong. The second, and last match of his career, he was crying on the mat. He survived and continued to practice for awhile but he tired of it so he retired. He did love the shoes and even enjoyed the uniform. Crazy.

A year ago...

2011-03-06T11:06:00.002-06:00

I was in the hospital recovering from my gastric bypass surgery. I am amazed at how quickly the year has gone. I am so thankful for the support of so many people. I am so grateful for the opportunity that I had to go ahead with the procedure. It definitely has been a great tool for me. I still have the daily battle with food but more often I am victorious. I have lost 141 pounds since the day of surgery and am so thankful for each one gone. I must say my best support has come from Ben, he has been so encouraging and loving throughout the whole process. He always has my best interest at heart. I adore him. Thanks to each person who has encouraged me, you have made a difference in my life. Love to you all. (I would post a picture but I don't have one and I haven't showered today so I am not taking one now.)

Warmth...

2011-03-04T09:46:00.002-06:00

A few weeks ago we got a few pieces of furniture that came in very large boxes. I wasn't home so Ben and my brother just threw the boxes into the front yard. I guess so the homeless would have a place to go. It just turns out that the homeless turned out to be our kids. I forced them outside to play because it was beautiful. They quickly took over the boxes as forts. Miles said over and over, "its so warm in here." We talked about how some people really covet a warm piece of cardboard. I didn't go overboard but wanted them to remember to be thankful for our warm house.

Mason and Camden used part of theirs as a fortress to protect them in war.

In the end, they all gathered for a post war photo.

Anytime Mason is outside it always ends the same. He must get in his quota of shots. This day he even had a "buzzer beater". Who knew?

every which way...

2011-02-18T08:38:00.002-06:00

i have tons of photos to post but it isn't going to happen this weekend. We are all chasing in different directions - Camden to Lincoln, Miles to Grandpa P and then Lincoln with Grandma B, Makenna to Columbus with Grandma P, Mason to Grandpa P and then to Bellevue with Uncle Jim. I am getting certified in lifeguarding and classes last all weekend. Ben is working and a pastor candidate is coming to town for an interview. We will all meet up again on Sunday night and have lots to share I am sure. Hope your weekend is full of life also!

12 years ago...

2011-02-08T19:32:00.004-06:00

our lives changed forever. The evening of February 8th was spent watching "7th Heaven" on TV. The family in the story, the "Camden's" had twins on that episode. The next morning at 9:23 our Camden was born. I remember being terrified about what I was about to experience, mostly the delivery. I got my epidural late in the evening and actually slept a lot that night. Camden didn't come out smoothly but he made it in his own time. I could list a million lessons he has taught me but the most important is how much I am loved by my Heavenly Father. I don't think I would have ever gotten that if I didn't have children. I love them so much and to know that the Lord loves me immeasurably more is astounding. So Happy Birthday to my oldest boy. You are loved.

this summer

winter 2009

summer 2008

birthday 2009 (i think)

march 2008

Holiday Bowl

2011-02-03T10:50:00.002-06:00

The Super Bowl brought to mind that I didn't post pictures from the Holiday Bowl when the Huskers were humiliated by the Washington Huskies. Our hosts were great friends who had just moved into their new home. It was a joy to get to be part of one of the first football parties at their house. The kids had tons of space to play upstairs and there was tons of seating.

Thats Ben and I on the couch to the right - Kenna must have taken this one.
Mason enjoyed being superman and reading with friends.
Miles and a good buddy.
Mason posing - guarantee Kenna took this one.
The whole night was fun except for the Husker loss. The game didn't end until after midnight and our kids did great. In fact, one of my friends commented that she was so surprised that we let the kids stay up that late. Ben and I tend to get a babysitter or leave early to get the kids to bed. We realized that finally the kids are growing up - new stages to challenge us. Bedtime isn't our enemy as it used to be!!

SNOW DAY

2011-02-02T08:53:00.003-06:00

It is freezing in the great midwest today. Not only freezing but very windy and snowy. The kids are thrilled with another snow day and I am working on being happy about it. Kenna awoke coughing like crazy at 5:30am so the day began bright and early. I just finished snowblowing the driveway so my outside tasks are complete. Now I must work to feel my toes again and then do some laundry. Supper is prepared: waffle mix (from scratch) in the frig and the bacon is thawing. Thinking it will be leftovers for lunch: chili, spaghetti, a little mac n cheese left also. The boys are having a Modern Marvels marathon. I love the DVR we have about 20 episodes taped. Mason is singing Skinnymarink as loud as he can and it is only 9am. I am going to use up all my patience before noon - lots of prayer going up from me today. Have a great day - I'm going to do my best to have one also.

Birthday Gift

2011-01-10T10:52:00.003-06:00

(these snow pics are from a month ago.) we have about 10 inches on the ground right now!

Miles got the best birthday gift today...snow day. This morning Camden told him he got the best present anyone in our family has ever had. We have spent the morning scooping and the snow is still coming down. Tonight is the national championship football game so we are set for great activities today.

So enjoy your day - hope you love it like Miles is loving his 7th birthDAY.

Activity

2011-01-05T17:49:00.003-06:00

The last hurrah before school starts tomorrow was a trip to the Creighton mens basketball game last night. It was really fun but the Bluejays lost. Notice in the video (***Edit: i couldn't get the video to load) that the crowd doesn't fill in until 5 minutes into the game. They also leave early. I wasn't that impressed with the fans.

The kids loved it. Miles and Camden really watched. Mason watched "BIlly the Bluejay" and Makenna just takes it all in. She had a young boy sitting behind her that read the scoreboard the whole game. It about drove her nuts.

Cheap tickets, free tshirts, time with the kids...priceless.

Pre-game-Jim went with the kids to the floor.

Christmas

2011-01-03T16:57:00.002-06:00

It was really fun this year to watch the kids open their gifts. Camden (since he had a summer job) bought presents for his brothers and sister. He bought Miles this football.

Camden has worn the same tennis shoes for over 18 months. Shoes nowadays aren't made to last that long. He loved his old "Gilbert Arenas" shoes so I had to search high and low to replace them. He was shocked to see I had found some.
Makenna begs to use my camera so this gift has relieved me of that begging. She adores her camera and is quick to photograph the goings on around here.
Mason told everyone all he wanted for Christmas was a robe. Most people thought that was a strange request for a 4 year old. What most people don't know is that when you sport a robe (even if it has polar bears on it) you become a superhero!

We had a great Christmas - hope you did also.

Sledding

2011-01-02T15:59:00.002-06:00

on the same hill that I slid on as a kid. It was unseasonably warm last wednesday and thursday and the kids went up to the hill by themselves. Ben, Makenna and I went up later to photograph the activity.

That snow is gone but new has come. The kids are there as I type trying out the new snow. It is much colder today so they may not last as long.
I love the look on their faces in this one.
That is our church in the background. The slopes out front of the church are much more suitable for Mason. Mason doesn't do the big hill that Miles and Camden are doing here.
Miles takes a spill and the sled goes flying.

Makenna had to get a bit closer with her camera.

Happy Birthday Jesus!

2010-12-25T10:53:00.002-06:00

Makenna was gone when we taped our greeting. So enjoy the boys.

collector

2010-12-04T12:28:00.002-06:00

I do not collect things. I clean with a black garbage bag and don't find myself successful until it is full of trash and junk. My daughter is not like me. She collects everything and I have the opportunity to throw lots of her "stuff" away. This morning she was cleaning out her backpack and she informed me that she is now collecting all the milk rings from her classmates after milk break. Milk rings ---is that crazy? am I crazy?

Billy

2010-12-04T11:53:00.003-06:00

I wish you could see this picture better. It is Mason with Billy the Bluejay. Billy is the Creighton University mascot and Mason adores him. Mason got to attend his first basketball game at Creighton on Wednesday. My brother took him. He has no idea that Creighton lost or that he saw one of division 1's better point guards in Jimmer Freddette--- but who cares.

So thankful.

2010-11-24T18:47:00.002-06:00

to the Lord of the Harvest. Happy Thanksgiving!

We are personally thankful for another great year of farming. This year Camden became a real worker. He drove the tractor with the grain cart ALONE. Ben was a very proud dad and Camden was very pleased that he finally had earned the job.

Far from home...

2010-11-19T07:50:00.002-06:00

Our family is enjoying a short trip to Colorado. Last night we went to Ben's cousins wedding and had a blast. The only problem is that one of Ben's cousins always nags me about posting more often. So here it is a post with no photo and not much news. But it counts right? Amy --right? are you there??

Far from perfect

2010-11-12T11:16:00.004-06:00

This is our typical sunday morning it photos. Usually my mom is at church before us but this past sunday she arrived just as we did and the kids ran to meet her. I am so thankful I had my camera with me. I cherish this photo and the heritage she has laid out for our kids. She even teaches Makenna's sunday school class. We have sunday school before church.

We don't let our kids play until the speaker starts. They must stand and sing...and then the games begin. I know it is bad parenting but we(I) have missed way to many sermons in the past. We only require quiet and low movement. You know, no standing or hands flailing about. Mason usually plays with cars and Miles draws. Camden sits with my mom and is does a good job of sitting and listening. (He acts like he is listening-I know he is counting down the minutes until its over.) At some point, there is a fight over some object. A pen, a car, the bulletin and Ben must intervene. (no photo of ben intervening)

Miles usually ends up prone either on the pew or on the floor. I don't really care but Ben usually puts his foot down here also. We poke and prod to get him to sit up. (again, no photo of poking or prodding.)

Makenna sometimes sits with her friends because her friends bring better books. So here is the look that she sports during most of the sermon. She is in the white with large black polka dots.

And finally the morning draws to a close and Kenna is exhausted. I guess I really distracted her friend with the camera. We were supposed to be praying because everyone in the background is doing that.

On nice days the kids walk the 5 blocks home and begin their afternoon activities. This day Miles and Mason decided to make the trek.

Now, we may be doing it all wrong but we are doing our best. The Lord is faithful and I will count on Him!

Everybody cut, everybody cut,

2010-10-24T21:19:00.002-05:00

Footloose. A couple weeks ago a few friends and I went to the Omaha Community Plays for their take on the 80's classic movie. We had a great time. We sang, and clapped and moved our feet while the "older" folks just kind of sat. No one enjoyed the show as much as we did. The man in the above photo stole the show for all of us. He did not have a lead but played is secondary role very well. In the final scene he danced his heart out, all the while his cumber bun was inching up. For the photo, I asked him to lift his cumber bun because it was a highlight for us. (you really had to be there!)

Just last thursday I went to West Side Story at the Orpheum and really enjoyed the show. I went alone to an 11am performance. It was mostly bus tour folks and high schools. I love it when kids get introduced to the stage! I enjoyed the show-I had totally forgotten how much I love the story. I wanted Tony and Maria to in love in real life they were so believable.

Remember

2010-10-18T07:40:00.001-05:00

i can't believe i never told you..

2010-10-15T12:27:00.005-05:00

about our trip to Washington. Ben and I had a great time and the Huskers won! When we arrived it was a downpour and when we left it was raining. But game day was beautiful.

Lots of people get to the stadium via the sound so there were lots of party boats - many packed with Husker fans.

The entrance to the stadium from the water is just ahead.
It was loud - lots of people chanting Go Big Red and the Husky fans were sprinkled in.

This is who we followed onto the campus. Felt like home!

Poor Jake had a tough day. No Heisman in his future.

My cousin, Matt, and myself before the game. We had awesome seats- 48 yard line and 20 rows up!
Gomes is one of the favorites in our house so I think we took about 20 pictures of him.
VICTORY! What a blast. I told Ben I would get a job just so we could travel to Husker games. We have many more pics but it takes so long to load them. Maybe I will try again later. Thanks Ben for a great trip!

2010-10-04T21:05:00.005-05:00

It has been awhile and I was really going to try and post more often. I do have lots of pictures to add to posts so maybe they will be more frequent this week.

Anyway, about a month ago our oldest child received a very special (and expensive) gift from us. He wasn't that thrilled with the gift but you can already see how his teeth are responding to the braces. The first 36 hours were horrible. Camden couldn't sleep or eat or even think clearly because his mouth was so sore.

The receptionist was kind enough to let me run back and get this memory marked with pictures. Camden used to really like Dr. Kralik, not sure if that is still the case.

It took about an hour in the chair and then he headed back to school. We had a 7:30am appointment.

The final results. I wish I would have taken a picture before he went to bed tonight because his teeth look different after only a few weeks.

a big week

2010-09-13T14:45:00.004-05:00

lots of fun stuff to look forward to this week. i get to spend monday through thursday teaching high school science and it will be a blast to be with high schoolers all week. tonight we sign up to get camden his band instrument. he wants to play the baritone horn. tomorrow night is high school volleyball and wednesday is AWANA. thursday is pick up the house and pack for our trip to SEATTLE. ben and i are going to have a weekend by ourselves (with some of my extended WA family). swimming lessons started today for mason and he loved it. aunt kari has a birthday on wednesday and uncle jim has one on friday. ben is working 12 hour days to get farmers ready for harvest. a dear friend is going to have her baby girl on friday.

hope your week is full of fun stuff also.

do it enough

2010-09-07T10:46:00.005-05:00

(Miles and Reese)

and you just might get one that is priceless. I took maybe 150 pictures in a couple hours and this made it all worth it. I didn't manipulate them I just happened to be in the right place at the right time.

2010-09-02T07:13:00.002-05:00

I truly enjoy the first day of school. It has been two weeks and they are waking up early and playing for an hour and then getting out the door for school. Here's what they looked like on their first day 2010.

Makenna's class theme is western so they were supposed to dress the part. Makenna didn't get overexcited about the theme but did do the jeans and plaid shirt.
We don't buy school clothes because it is still shorts weather but we do get new sneakers.

Here's to a great school year. Homework, football games, and lots of other great stuff.

Our actress..

2010-09-01T15:19:00.003-05:00

Her first role in a large production of Robinson Crusoe as a member of the Frowny Face Tribe. This took place the end of July but I didn't get the photos loaded until........today.

The tribe was supposed to maintain a frown and she had a difficult time. She is in the middle with the blue wig.
Singing her heart out.

She is really daunting in this picture. kind of?
Full cast.

A renewed committment...

2010-09-01T11:12:00.004-05:00

School has started and we are in the groove of things around here. Since it is September 1st I am setting some new goals. I heard once that it is best to write them down so here they are: blog daily (even if it is just a quick picture), continue to have supper prepared prior to the kids coming home from school, exercise daily (a walk to the library counts), get in the Word (I need it and crave it but for some reason I set it aside).

I want to be a better mom and wife but putting that on the list is just way over committing so I will just keep those to myself...did I just type that. I am only putting things on the list that I can measure - I can't really measure how good of a mom or wife I am on a daily basis. I think I am doing fine but the kids and Ben may say differently.

I get to spend lots of time alone with this kid. He is very energetic and very disobedient. He is definitely a work in progress. Just like all of us I guess.

2010-08-24T11:54:00.003-05:00

Lots of stuff to post and share but I am busy doing nothing in my afternoons while all the kids are in school. I guess I am doing one thing - I am committed to having supper prepared before the kids get home from school so I don't have to think about it. I happened on this cookbook at the library and have ordered one for myself. It is packed with great recipes. I have used four recipes and they all were great!

I will post again soon.

Holiday

2010-08-18T14:30:00.002-05:00

My favorite day of the year is the first day of the school year. (I do really enjoy the last day of school but right now its the first day.) Today, we marched to school and I left the three oldest in great hands. Miles started Kindergarten and he thought is was great. He hadn't anticipated enjoying it so I am thankful for that. Makenna and Camden both had a good day as well. Tomorrow they get to go the full day so Mason and I will have to hold down the fort. I think we can handle it.

A star is born...

2010-07-23T19:55:00.003-05:00

Makenna took an acting class through the community college the last two weeks. They met in the morning for an hour and a half. She seemed to enjoy the practices but wasn't that interested in meeting new kids. At any rate, she was Sneezy Little in the a court case that had the "big bad wolf" accused of knocking Humpty Dumpty off the wall. She practiced her a-a-a-achoo and did a terrific job on stage.

Here she is taking the stand.

Here she is just after the wolf is acquitted and it was declared a mistrial. She really liked the costumes and makeup. I think our budget is in trouble when it comes to this girl!!

photo dump

2010-07-20T19:35:00.005-05:00

Here's Mason in one of the costumes Makenna dressed him in. He's a good sport...most of the time.

We spent the sunday evening and monday afternoon at the lake with all of Ben's family. It was very fun. Mason loved the waves from the boats.
Miles liked the sticks and sand!
The twins did great outside.
Camden loved tubing.

The girls and Andy building their castle.
The chick is a hoot. It's pretty obvious, isn't it?
Then the boat died and we had to resort to swimming only.

Makenna had the best hair for the weekend. Jacque did Makenna's hair both days before the lake.

Baseball is over, football camp is this week. Makenna is taking an acting class and has a performance on thursday night. Lots going on...

He's Home

2010-07-07T11:06:00.004-05:00

We picked Camden up last friday and he was exhausted. He had a great week but did admit he got a bit homesick. By friday, his brothers missed him as well. Here is where they had their big meetings and had worship.

Camden took us on the walk to his cabin.
Camden with the gray hat and white sleeveless shirt.
This was his home for the week.
We were so proud of him for stepping out of his comfort zone!
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He's gone...

2010-06-28T08:38:00.004-05:00

Yesterday Ben dropped off our oldest boy at church camp. Camden was thrilled to be going but a bit apprehensive. He was excited to be away from his brothers and especially his sister. I am thinking by the end of the week he will be excited to see them again but I may be wrong. I woke up this morning thinking about him and what he is doing. Praying that he has a great week! Join me in praying for him if he comes to your mind.

The CWS...

2010-06-24T20:25:00.005-05:00

Yesterday was a Top 10 day. Miles and I went to the College World Series in Omaha. We had a couple tickets fall into our laps at the last minute because a game was delayed overnight due to weather. So Miles and I headed to the ballpark of the afternoon game. Before we went to the afternoon game we bought tickets for the evening game. The afternoon game was fun. Not many people there and we could walk around and check out the lay of the land and Miles could walk way down to the field and way up the "cheap" seats. He loved it. Following the first game we had to exit and return to line to get in for the evening game.

We got the the front of the line and had the wrong tickets! The lady at the box office had given me old tickets!!! We busted over the to the box office and thankfully the lady was still there and remembered me. She stated she had made a mistake and left her office for a couple minutes. She returned with some new tickets. We ended up just 9 rows up from the Florida State duggout, in the heart of FSU fans! We decided to cheer for the 'Noles right away. (We were originally for the TCU Horned Frogs.) Anyway, the FSU fans were a delight to sit with until the 8th inning when TCU scored 8 runs. A grand slam kinda lit the fuse for TCU. A little boy was crying behind us and it ripped my heart out. (most people we were around wanted to cry but apparently didn't find it acceptable behavior.)

At any rate, I got to spend an awesome day with Miles. I have spent many a day with Camden and Makenna like that but Miles hasn't had the chance so he loved it also. I am so thankful for the memories we made!

We are hopeful that he gives up his new love for the 'Noles. Those fans kinda won his heart. He woke up this morning saying, "F- L- O- R- I- D- A- S- T- A- T- E, florida state, florida state, florida state, Wooooo!"

2010-05-14T18:10:00.005-05:00

Miles had his first elementary track meet on Friday. He had a blast. He did the long jump and the softball throw. He also did the 50 and 100 m dash. Mason, of course, tagged along with me and ran a few yards of his own.

Seasons change...

2010-05-11T09:37:00.003-05:00

all the ball players in our house have had their first practice and everyone is geared up for ball season. Miles and Mason were playing catch on Sunday and they spent most of their time chasing the ball.

Miles chasing the ball down the hill and he employs the old "throw the glove at the ball" trick.

Mason is wishing he was on a team this summer.

He is more excited about wearing his brothers old uniform than anything.

end of the year

2010-05-07T21:05:00.004-05:00

brings programs and one of them was Camden's 4th grade. They played their recorders with the Omaha Symphony a few months ago and wanted to share their talents with parents and other family. They also used their program to thank their student teacher for all her hard work and effort. Camden really liked Ms. Nelson. I had the opportunity to teach with her a few times when I had to substitute and she is delightful.

Camden and Miss Nelson

Camden on the right with the rest of his class.

These guys were all about playing their instruments!!!

The big man's day.

2010-05-07T20:41:00.002-05:00

Tonight we spent celebrating Daddy! Ben's birthday is today and the kids were thrilled to have a meal with him and some birthday cake. We honestly haven't all had a meal together for a few weeks. Planting is in full swing but it is very cold tonight so Ben spent the evening with us. His best present was a toy planter that just happens to be the same model he actually pulls through the fields. It is 1/16 scale to his model so it is very large. I have a feeling it is going to be on our mantle until Christmas. (and that is okay!)

Apparently, this planter is exactly like the real one - Camden kept saying, "Dad look it has ______!"

boys will be boys! It's nice to see Ben playing - it seems he is constantly working lately!! Happy Birthday Ben! I love you!

Cinco de Mayo

2010-05-05T08:14:00.004-05:00

Every Spanish class loves this holiday. Parties happening in high school across America. That is what I think of when I hear Cinco de Mayo. The only problem with that is---I never had a party in Spanish on this hallowed day. I didn't even learn about Cinco de Mayo until I was in college. I went to college in Colorado and had a roommate that dated a hispanic guy (later they married) and they were all giddy about the 5th of May and I had no idea what they were talking about. They clued me in and I am not kidding you the kind people of Colorado know how to celebrate another country's holiday!!!

At any rate, enjoy your day. We are happily drawing near to the end of school. The month is packed with track meets, concerts, baseball games, and celebrating the end of the year. I love it. I usually am not a fan of the kids getting out of school but now that they have grown old enough to care a bit more for themselves it is more fun. No nightly baths, no dressing in clean clothes each morning--heck we don't even have to find socks in the summer. I love it.

think

2010-04-23T13:11:00.002-05:00

Do you remember when the gratitude journal was a hot idea? I really didn't jump on the whole idea because I felt that I should be in a constant state of thankfulness and wonder of an awesome God. Clearly I am not doing a very good job because it takes a miracle for me to respond openly to Him. Why does it take a horrible event to redirect me?

I am not stunned when I go to the tap to get a drink of water - I should be - it is a blessing to live where our water is safe to drink and nourishing to my body.

I am not stunned when I hear my kids read a book - I should be - what a blessing to have kids that are in a school that encourages them and challenges them.

I am not stunned when I wake up to draw a breathe - I should be - I do nothing to earn that breathe. Yet another day the Lord has chosen to awaken me to a day full of things he wants for me.

I gotta get more thankful and appreciative for what the Lord has done!

Sorry this post is random - I am just very frustrated with myself when I don't thank the Lord for the small things. like shoes and gas in my van and green grass and kids that can ride bikes and on and on and on.

Its our cousins birthday!!!

2010-04-20T07:53:00.001-05:00

Have a great day! We love you!

A great week...

2010-04-17T08:09:00.004-05:00

This past week has been great. It has been one great day after another. Monday started with a trip to district court. I was summoned to be a juror but after standing outside the courtroom waiting to be seated the lawyers settled. No one had to serve but the judge informed us that our presence caused the defendant to plead to the charge. I was more than happy to leave with my gas money and 40 bucks. I actually got the check yesterday.

Tuesday I subbed and had a great day. My Mom and brother watched the little kids so I walked to school with Camden and Makenna. Walking seems to give us a fresh start on the day. Wednesday was a field trip with the first graders to the circus. It was a blast. I 'm not sure who has more fun on those trips the parent sponsors or the kids. It is nice to connect with parents of my kids' classmates.

The highlight of my week was finally meeting my newest niece and first nephew!! Makenna and I along with a friend of mine and her daughter drove to Des Moines early in the morning and then were home by 5. It was a very quick trip but it was a joy to meet the kids. I am so inspired by my sister in law - she is amazing. She is calm and just very good at doing the next thing without panic.

Makenna and Peyton

Josie Andrew Makenna and Peyton

This may be the happiest I have ever seen this girl!!

Makenna and Andrew

Makenna and Peyton

When we got home from Des Moines my Dad and brother were working on installing our new basketball hoop. They are letting the cement dry and will finish the project next weekend. The kids are really anxious to use the new hoop.

Yesterday, I was overwhelmed with one of the most generous gifts I have ever received. About a dozen of my closest friends wrote notes of encouragement and then they presented me with a very generous gift card to a mall in Omaha. They told me to use the card to purchase new clothes as I lose weight. What an encouragement. Again, the love and encouragement from my friends is overwhelming. I couldn't get through this life without them. Well, maybe I could but it would be very hard.

Putting it all out there...

2010-04-13T16:28:00.005-05:00

It has been about 8 weeks since my life took a drastic turn. Check that, about 18 months, since it took a turn. I sent the following email to our family doctor on December 3, 2008 - who happens to be a family friend.

Pete,

I am so frustrated with the whole diet/eating thing and I am totally embarrassed to bring it up to you again but I really need to do something - I have been doing what you asked and weigh every week. I have wavered between XXXXXXX for the last 8 weeks. I have to say I feel defeated every morning and I can't break through - my mind is not on board with my emotions.

Anyway, I am not sure what I need. I guess I feel like I need to have a jump start - 180 lbs seems like an impossiblity to ever lose. Is surgery a possiblity - I need you input but honestly I am humiliated to bring it up face to face. I am lame.

Thanks for caring - I know emailing is totally a wimpy way to appraoch you--

Sandy

This set into motion a very challenging decision. I then saw Pete in the office and he recommended weight loss surgery (WLS). At this point, I was very on board and wanted to set the wheels in motion to getting to surgery day. After much prayer and talking it over with Ben we attended a seminar at the Nebraska Med Center.(2-09) Following the seminar, that surgeon appealed to our insurance and as the Lord would have it we were denied due to the Med Center not being a "Bariatric Center for Excellence". I was devastated and we were back at square one. I cried and prayed and sought encouragement from friends. As I look back now, I can see how the Lord was directing us to the perfect surgeon for me.

We then attended another seminar at Methodist Hospital in Omaha(4-09) and they appealed to our insurance. Again, I was denied but only because I hadn't proven that I had "dieted" enough under doctor supervision. Pete and the staff at the Oakland Medical clinic copied my chart and wrote a letter and sent them off to the insurance. I spent hours on the phone with insurance during this time pleading my case and letting them know that I was going to fight their denial. In the late summer, like the first week of school I got the provisional approval from insurance. (8-09) I then had to made an appointment for a consultation with the surgeon. That appointment was October 6, 2009.

The appointment with the surgeon, Dr. Winterstein, was my first time to actually sit down with "the" professional and decide which surgery was best for me. I originally was planning on doing the lap-band. After the surgeon talked with me I decided that the laparoscopic RNY was the best for my situation. I really didn't want to have a huge incision. There were lots of other reasons but I can discuss that later.

Following the consult with the surgeon insurance also requires a visit to the psychiatrist. The nurses at the clinic (and a few friends) kept teasing me that it could be the deal breaker. I passed the psychiatric question and answer session. (10-09) She did recommend me for "more sessions." I think she was just trying to drum up some business. After this I thought I was just weeks away from surgery. I really wanted it to be done in the winter so Ben would be around to help and it wouldn't interfere with his work schedule. I was wrong. In December, I was contacted by the surgeons office stating that there was an irregular heart issue and I would either need my primary doctor to sign off on the stability of my heart or I needed to see a cardiologist. I would not expect my doctor to write off on that - what if something happened. So I visited the cardiologist in Fremont in January 2010. Dr. Morgan was a great guy but he did say something shocking. He said, "either you have had a heart attack or the ekg is not reading your heart correctly?" I said, "I don't feel like I have had a heart attack!" He ran some tests and determined that my heart was fine.

I must point out that after every visit to any of the doctors I had to then follow the paper trail to be sure that everything go to my insurance or to the surgeon's office. That is the reason things took so long between appointments. Finally, the last week in January, the surgeon's office called and told me they had scheduled my surgery for March 5th! I was so excited. I never had any sense of fear or anxiety about the surgery.

The day of the surgery I had to be to the hospital in the morning and the surgery started about 12:30. I was so at ease with the nurses and all the poking and prodding they had to do to prepare me. I was ready for this big move. I had prayed and prayed and asked lots of my friends to join me in praying as well.

Surgery was a success and I went home on monday following the friday surgery. The next step was healing and learning to eat again. I had very little energy and for awhile I wondered if I would ever be the same again. It took about 3 weeks but now I have all the energy I ever had and maybe even more. I have lost weight -31 lbs so far.

The real battle was a mental one. I will post on that the next time I sit down at the computer. To all of you who have prayed for me ---thanks! God is at work in my life and to Him be all the glory!!

What I Know

2010-04-04T09:01:00.002-05:00

Jesus is Alive and living and active and loves You! He hung on the cross for me and you!

My town...

2010-02-19T07:14:00.003-06:00

Welcome! I love this place. The high school is just past the water tower and the elementary school is across the street from the high school. Camden loves pizza from the Hot Stuff right here on the corner.

Since it has snowed for about 2 months straight we have spent lots of time here. Miles has just become quite independent and loves going in by himself.
Here is main street. Three blocks long and I love it.The thing I love most about this place is the people who live here!!

more snow...

2010-02-18T08:59:00.002-06:00

I went out to find the boys watching Camden climb the neighbors tree. I had to stop the fun because Camden was willing to pursue new heights and I just wasn't comfortable with it.
Mason spends most of his time trying to climb the drifts - he is fine as long as he doesn't sink.
I was excited to see the boys making a snowman. It reminded me that Camden can still play with the little boys!! He is a good brother.

One of our favorite sights this winter - forget the ice cream man we crave the snow plow man!

a common occurence..

2010-02-05T19:03:00.002-06:00

making brownies with Uncle Jim. Eat at your own risk!!!

Its still cold..

2010-01-30T16:15:00.003-06:00

and I'm not going to complain about it. The kids have played outside a few times lately but it is so bitter that they don't stay out for long. This afternoon they chose the pile of snow next to our driveway as their sledding hill. It made for some serious collisions with the house.

Mason never did try it he watched with joy though as they smashed into the way.
Miles had to push Camden up over the hump.
Miles with his custom seating.
Camden just before his meeting with the house. You can see the length of their run isn't very long.

2010-01-27T05:51:00.004-06:00

I have had a few comments from my handful of readers wondering about where I have been. I have been working nearly everyday and doing my best to maintain the household. I put a meal on the table last week every night. A good one - made me very proud. Makenna said she wants to eat together every night. It was confirmation that the time spent preparing and then waiting for Ben to come home was worth it.

I am reading Sarah Palin's book. I jumped off her bandwagon long ago but I am now right back on. I wish every politician would be able to give their perspective on controversial things and activities from their past prior to the media messing with our minds. She seems to be the real anti-politician that most long find refreshing.

Gotta run. (or go - I am not planning to run!)

As if..

2010-01-10T20:41:00.003-06:00

I am not so busy that i don't have time to play with photos and blog. But I just spent way to much time on picnik.com editing and being creative with some photos. You can do lots of cool stuff. I gotta go fold some clothes!

guess where this guy is...

2010-01-08T18:56:00.003-06:00

outside with the snowblower! I'm starting to get jealous. (this is the kind of photo I can take now with the new lens - my family really isn't that excited about it.)

Snow Days...

2010-01-07T09:59:00.003-06:00

Today is another day home from school. Ben even turned around and came home after he got out on the roads. So we are all here together again. Is it possible to have much to much family time? Camden did play outside with friends yesterday for a few hours. Today the wind chill is about minus 37 so I think the boys will all stay inside!

Wrestling and the Wii are our best ways of wearing down the boys. Makenna is spending lots of time playing school and arranging her bedroom.
And if you were wondering:
This is the final result. I blotted polish remover and then used window cleaner (industrial aerosol window cleaner). I finished by using Shout spot remover. It is still very noticeable but life goes on.

help..

2010-01-06T15:52:00.002-06:00

mason chose to paint his fingers/the carpet while I was out of the room. I want to scream. I am off to google some techniques for removal. My friend quickly stated that I should be glad we don't have new carpet.

I should vacuum - I know.

untitled

2010-01-05T06:30:00.002-06:00

If you don't have the skills just get the right equipment. My loving husband purchased this little treasure. A new lens for our camera. It has been a fun toy and I haven't had it more than a day.

Christmas vacation is over. School started again today. Here's a recap:

*playing in the snow

*new toys

*my new best friend. Ben isn't that fond of the relationship they are building as of late.

*cousins visiting from far away

*food. this happens to be leftovers.

*smiles that only Christmas vacation can bring. (one of my first photos with the new camera lens-i love it.)

*playing together - with scattered times of fighting

*Co Co Keys indoor water park

*basketball with daddy

*hanging out with daddy.

Back on track..

2010-01-04T07:07:00.002-06:00

vacation is over and Ben is back to work. It was a vacation/time off like we have never had before. Nothing really went like we had planned and it snowed everyday. Ben spent anywhere between 30 minutes and 7 hours scooping on any given day. I learned by the end of the week not to complain. He is very rigid about how the shoveling and snow removal needs to take place. He wants the whole sidewalk/driveway cleared not just a narrow walking path. I really don't function like that. I am more of a do enough to get by and deal with the rest later type. I am learning that doing it right the first time makes things much easier. So again, I learned a thing or two from Ben this week. I am thankful for him.

Here it is...

2010-01-01T09:05:00.003-06:00

2010. Doesn't feel much different but no two days are the same so neither are the years. Lots of fun stuff will happen this year I am sure. Heck, another kid goes to school full time and the last goes part time. This might just be the best year of my life!!! I went back through my blog archives and it was fun to remind myself of the memories. This blog has really become a journal for our family. It has our ups and downs without really compromising any of us. While we still fight and bicker and complain we also still laugh and play and enjoy each other.

I want to be a real person-- that is what this year needs to entail for me. I don't want to be the phony "have it all together" wife or mom. Not only is that a lie it also is quite a burden.

Here is why I state my desire to not be a phony - just before Christmas I realized that I wanted to be generous more that I actually had been in 2009. So I paid for the people behind me in the Burger King drive thru. Instead of just being happy to do it I became a little prideful. (stupid I know it was $8) As I was leaving Fremont I took the kids to look at some Christmas lights and while we were gawking at the lights (and I was thinking how wonderful I was to be sooo generous) I ran into a snow drift and got stuck. Nice. Within 20 minutes of being sooo kind to someone else I was already in need of someone else to help me. I was back to reality. I need to be kind because that is what the Lord wants from me not so I can feel puffed up. So I am a phony and I will fight to be real this year and the next and the next. So heres to you...have a great 2010 and be yourself people with find it refreshing.

The Christmas blizzard

2009-12-27T11:30:00.006-06:00

and the kid that doesn't play outside. Miles would much rather shoot hoops in the basement or play football on the wii or even snowboard on the new Winter Olympic game they got for Christmas. Bundling up and freezing his buns is not something he likes to do. Here he is in his new Carmelo Anthony jersey. If he was really 'Melo then he would have tatoos up and down his arms and he would make lots of money for doing what he loves (basketball) but he's not Carmelo so we will settle with Milesmelo.

Camden and Makenna spent lots of time going up and down the sidewalk. It is much like a bobsled run because of the natural side barriers.
Walking up is the worst.
The start is crucial.

Makenna is all smiles because her oldest brother is playing with her! (a rare treat)
I love this pic of Camden. Sometimes I wish I knew what he was thinking or maybe I don't!
Daddy always at work. He has traded in tractors for snow blowers this week.

Mason marking the date. Love this one of him as well. Anytime you can cover his mouth and cover his eyes you are headed for some peace. It usually doesn't last long though.

Makenna spent a lot of time finding the best pile of snow to use the new sled on.

Hope you are shoveled out and if you aren't that you are content where you are. We are shoveled out and I am thankful because I am going stir crazy. Going somewhere this afternoon---even if I have to walk.

If you are snowed in...

2009-12-26T11:00:00.003-06:00

and even if you aren't, here is what Makenna spent some time doing yesterday. I got caught up in the duct tape hysteria myself. Enjoy.

Mason just had to be part of the show as well. You may also notice that no one has put on real clothes since ---- well Wednesday!!

Merry Christmas!

2009-12-25T08:08:00.003-06:00

Merry Christmas! We are snowbound for a few days. The weather outside is frightful. The presents are opened and we have had our first kid lose his patience already. It is going to be a marvelous day.

A Christmas Greeting...

2009-12-24T11:11:00.002-06:00

one of my favorite lines from the Christmas cards we received this year was "supper usually stinks". After we spend all our time sending the most perfect picture we can find and write all the glowing remarks about our family - the truth is we are all fallen and supper usually does stink. So here are the Pearson four and their rendition of We Wish you a Merry Christmas -in their less than perfect manner.

From left to right: Miles, Camden, Mason and Makenna. hhhwe734

its been awhile...

2009-12-23T16:57:00.004-06:00

Ben is finished with harvest until March. Only an acre or so left but there is a huge snow drift that is keeping it from being harvested. Now is probably has a nice coat of ice on top. We are expecting some serious weather the next couple days. It is going to a Christmas spent at home which will be fun.

It just isn't right to harvest with the snow flying and Christmas carols on the radio.
That is Camden standing on the deck of the cab. HE thought the snow was the greatest addition to harvest. What kid wouldn't.
The night of the school Christmas program. Camden is using all his patience. Makenna is pushing him to the limit.
This photo would have made our christmas card if it would have been taken sooner.
Kenna all geared up to sing in the program. Not so sure about those bangs.
Makenna and one of her friends.
It has been a snowy couple of weeks. Mason and Miles standing to show the depth of the snow.
The best sledding spot we have is our driveway.
I could have edited the boogers out but it just wouldn't be Mason then. If it grosses you out - turn away.
Miles did a good job of staying bundled on this day. He is usually in quickly due to freezing fingers.

Today marked the last day of work for Ben this year. He is officially on vacation until the first of the year. He marked the occasion by stopping at the grocery store in Fremont before he came home. His list was about 15-18 items long and he spent 2 hours in the store. He stated that he is going to be exhausted when he gets home. I laughed.

Merry Christmas. May the love of Jesus fill your heart and home. Be safe.

stinks...

2009-11-30T15:25:00.002-06:00

we have great friends and for that our family is utterly thankful. Recently though, it seems that we never see each other. We are all moving and working in our own directions. This photo is as close as we have been recently to seeing and fellowshipping with our friends. I gotta work on a plan to end this!!

please...

2009-11-28T19:47:00.002-06:00

just smile so i can take a normal picture of you. this is what i get...

WHAT IS NORMAL?? gotta love this kid.

from one thing to the next..

2009-11-21T18:24:00.002-06:00

Well football is over and we are on to the next big activity....HARVEST! This is Camden with his coach getting his runner up medal. It was a fun year!

You can see the combine in the middle of the photo way off. I didn't want to climb over the terrace and risk a fall to get a closer shot.
Mason has become quite the farmer. He goes for 10 hours at a time and I think that is great. Ben has all the boys with him most of the time he is in the field.
Yesterday, Uncle Jim was helping in the tractor and Grandpa Mark was driving the grain truck. We are so thankful for the help.
This is the local Coop. Lost of corn on the ground. There is corn under the white tarp as well.
Lots of pictures to post soon. Lots to be thankful for as well.

thanks...

2009-11-20T07:18:00.003-06:00

lots to be thankful for. Last weekend was very full. Our local FCA chapter sponsored the Power Team coming to town and we spent every night at the gym. Lots of people recommitted their life to Jesus and lots found him for the first time. God's not dead....HE IS ALIVE!!

This weekend will be full of harvesting crops!!! Again, we are very thankful.

The outside Christmas decorations are up and the kids' trees are up - just the main tree and the mantle left!

Check this...

2009-11-08T06:49:00.004-06:00

I heard this quote on a sermon that I listened to from Francis Chan. I was convicted and agreed. I hate when people say they don't have time - the truth is I/we don't make time for what matters.

Here it is:

"One of the great uses of Twitter and Facebook will be to prove on the last day that prayerlessness was not from a lack of time." Pastor John Piper

Its the most wonderful time of the year...

2009-11-02T11:52:00.004-06:00

Ben and I went to the Orpheum last night. I am totally getting my Christmas trees out this week. Time to start the celebrating! Thanks for the tickets Mom and Dad!!

Wow...

2009-10-29T05:15:00.002-05:00

If you don't pay attention a whole month will be gone and you won't know what you did with it. Saturday marks the end of October and we spent the good portion of it with at least one sick child. However, the last two weeks have been great. I have not fretted about getting the sick ones well and back to school but just took one day at a time. Don't get me wrong there were times when I was begging to escape. Because of the H1N1 hysteria, we can't send any kids to school with an inkling of a fever until he has been fever free for 24 hours. I know H1N1 kills kids so I obey the rules! Anyway, someone has spent much of the month on the couch and I haven't used my camera the whole time - seems like life doesn't really happen unless you photograph it every week or so! We have learned a lot - Camden has watched every episode of Modern Marvels from the history channel. One whole episode on Nuts - who knew!!

Camden did play his football game last sunday - they won - kinda of bittersweet - ready for the season to be over but since its the playoffs the boys want to win so I kind of get wrapped up in it as well. Got great news from a friend - she is living in California and is praying to soon make her way back to the midwest, she is finding hope that it may happen soon. I've been watching some sermons online lots of Francis Chan and Mark Driscoll - one from southern California and one from Seattle, WA. Enjoy the challenge/knowledge they both bring. Thats about it - I am not going back to edit this post because I know it is full of errors and frankly I don't want to spend the time doing it. take it how you get it!

worship...

2009-10-13T16:32:00.004-05:00

went with a few friends to the Avalon/Selah concert Sunday night (10/13). I found myself praying that they would just sing one more song. The focus was Jesus and it was awesome. I can't wait to be in Heaven singing --Holy Holy Holy. Going to be awesome - I love it in a small church setting imagine what it will be like in a perfect setting.

I recommend Avalon's new song Holy and the whole Selah album they just put out.

Its game day...

2009-10-08T06:49:00.001-05:00

and its a big one. The Huskers open Big 12 play at Missouri. Every child will be in bed by 8 tonight. You can bet on that! Go Big Red.

Two pairs...

2009-10-05T18:36:00.006-05:00

I have naturally divided my kids into the "big kids" and the "little kids". "Big kids" go to school all day every day and the "little kids" get to be with me. Miles and Mason (aka little kids) and I went to the pumpkin patch that we visit every fall. Makenna and Camden(aka big kids) were none to happy that we went without them. It was very fun to watch them play without the older kids instigating things. It was also nice that they were trying things that they wouldn't regularly do because the older kids make fun of "baby" stuff and then they don't want to do it. Miles and Mason have no desire to be branded babies!!

Mason getting some real air!
Miles and Mason were the only ones on the jumping pillows for about 40 minutes.

One of our favorite things is the antique apple peeler/corer they have - it does four at a time in about 5 seconds. Its like candy and the kids love it.
Miles enjoying the apple.

Enjoying the hayrack ride.

The tractors are always a hit. We don't have any of those around!
Mason was fascinated with the talking chickens. They told jokes and he didn't move.

if you got it...

2009-10-03T10:17:00.003-05:00

paint it. the boys are quite proud of their hair on a regular day, but for homecoming they had to step it up a notch. Miles just got a new mohawk and Camden is always sporting some crazy hair! For the big homecoming game we painted it OC orange! We won last night against the 3rd ranked Fremont Bergan Knights 21-12. It was a great game and the boys loved sporting their new looks!

Miles pre-hair treatment.
Post Treatment!
Camden post treatment - he has a ton of hair and we didn't have enough spray to get to the roots.

Crazy boys!

homecoming...

2009-10-02T08:48:00.002-05:00

that word brings a few thoughts to me. today is homecoming at oakland-craig. this afternoon there will be a pep rally and all the elementary kids will be fully clothed in orange. some will have spray painted their hair and by the time the football game rolls around tonight they will all be ready for a victory. tonights game is against another ranked football team and the game should be really good. there will be people there that don't regularly come to games just because this is homecoming and the competition should be great. i love the energy.

all that aside, lately i have been thinking about my homecoming to see Jesus. i am not satisfied with how i am running the race for Jesus. if i am not satisfied then certainly He expects more from me. i need to put myself aside and think of Him solely. HE is worthy and i need to keep that in the front of my mind.

so fight like heck tonight OC Knights! but i need to fight to push away sin and glorify Jesus all the time.

i did it...

2009-10-01T07:49:00.002-05:00

This summer I met a couple people who make their own laundry detergent. I am tired of paying a lot for something that doesn't last very long so I decided to give it a whirl.

These are the ingredients you need along with a five gallon bucket with a lid. I got mind at Walmart for $5. The above cost me about 7.50 and for 10 gallons you only use half of the oxi clean(washing soda) and only half a cup of the borax. The Naptha soap was only 99 cents. I used the recipe the Duggars use.
First you grate the bar of soap and cover it with hot water in your pan. Then you stir and dissolve the soap in the water.
In the bucket you mix your half cup of borax and a cup of oxi clean (or washing soda).
Pour the warm naptha soap mix into the powder mixture and stir until the powder is dissolved. It is important to be sure there are not lumps - I used a wisk after the spoon.
Then fill the bucket up to the top with water, cover and let it sit overnight. Stir it the next day - I was shocked that it was a very thick mixture just from sitting overnight. Use an old detergent container and fill it half way with your mixture from the bucket and half with water. So your finished 5 gallon bucket of soap actually makes 10 gallons of detergent. I use one cup in each load. It smells very fresh and does the job well. The whole project took about 30 minutes on the first day and about 10 on the second.

Inspiration...

2009-09-24T10:16:00.002-05:00

Camden has inspired his brothers to take up the sport...Miles won't play unless he is full uniform and Mason really doesn't care as long as someone will play with him.

update on the ailing...

2009-09-23T10:28:00.002-05:00

everyone except Ben has been bitten by the bug. Miles was bitten this morning at 4am. Ben said he may stay somewhere else tonight!! Doubt it.

trying to find...

2009-09-22T10:26:00.002-05:00

the silver lining to having the kids sick. They are thrilled to all be home and watching TV all day after spending the night throwing up. Makenna and Camden were like soldiers - on the hour every hour one of them would make a trip to the toilet. They did a great job so there is no extra laundry today but the sleep just didn't come. At any rate, they have been throw up free for about 4 hours now so I will be thankful. We will survive and be thankful there are no fevers!!

i can't speak...

2009-09-20T10:04:00.006-05:00

when Camden came down wearing this friday morning before school I was speechless. The boys decided to wear their football uniforms to school just like the high schoolers. My oldest son is growing up and I didn't think that I would be so caught off guard by it. Kids grow up...that truth is unfolding before my eyes.

where i am...

2009-09-17T16:02:00.002-05:00

I spend most of my days trying to train, direct and love kids - sometimes other peoples but usually my own. The task is daunting. I recently shared this with a family friend and he said that the task is really never complete and we really are less than adequate. We really do need the Lord. I am learning this a lot. Ben is great at setting down the ground rules before we venture out - that is what you are seeing above. This was from our adventure two weekends ago to the football game. Notice Mason is no where to be found, probably because he is running in the street. That kid may just drive us to the brink!

Side note: I walked into Walmart with the two younger boys today and an older lady reminded me that the boys are a blessing from the Lord. Sometimes I get angry when people say that to me but this time I appreciated the reminder.

Happy Birthday

2009-09-15T07:07:00.003-05:00

to our Aunt Kari!! I know she is one of my few faithful blog readers so I just want her to know that we love her and hope she has a great day! She also gave us great news this last weekend! (I don't have many pictures of her! - this one is a year old!)

spinning tunes...

2009-09-14T19:27:00.004-05:00

since we no longer watch tv in the mornings you can often find the kids surrounding the computer watching miles play songs off itunes. miles is quite capable of managing the program and can find any song we have downloaded mostly because he memorizes album covers. the favorites around here right now are Sirius (the husker tunnel walk song), I Have Decided (1980's Amy Grant), We will Rock You (Queen), Big House (Audio Adrenaline), Basketball (Lil Bow wow), Best Day Ever (Spongebob), American Fast Food (Randy Stonehill early 80's- has a huge burp in the middle!), Cha Cha Slide (Mr. C - Makenna's first request), and quite a few others. none of them are classics (some are in their own right) but they are classics in their young minds. hopefully they will continue to hustle around in the morning so they can listen. All the photos on this post were taken at our dance party this evening. Of course, every dance party ends with someone crying. Tonight it was Mason!

a pet peeve..

2009-09-09T22:22:00.002-05:00

Ben and I have been visiting for about an hour now and he just said "o" instead of 0 (zero) when he was repeating a phone number to me. I said it is a zero not an "o" and he said "I didn't know that irritated you!" Then he went on to say we have known each other a long (very long) time and I didn't know that was a peeve of yours. Well, it is, and to all of you who didn't know that --- now you do! He just reported that I am strange and he feels that no one really will even care...which is probably true. Good Night!